WTF?!!!
3 years?!?
IT'S BEEN 3 F*CKING YEARS SINCE MY LAST ENTRY!!
whoa! talk about stagnant.,
My last entry was in my sophomore year and now, I'M GRADUATING!!!
wahahahahahaha~~

On my last entry, I said I was gonna be a full-time artist., but I guess schoolwork got to me and I really lost the chance to fulfill my promise~ lol.,

nwei,
I have a scanner now and some scanned drawings.,
I'll be posting them pretty soon~~

ha ha.,

glad to be back., üüü

it's been a long time since i made an entry..

i mean, seriously!! school has been nothing but hell!!
it gave me a lot pressure lately!! @.@;;
but...

i'm back now!! XD

and i'm gonna try my best to be a full time artist again!!!

X3 X3 X3

yyyyyaaaaaaaahhhhhhhoooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm a full time artist!!!!!!

Summer vacation has started and I'm very happy that it has!!
now, I can fulfill my duties as a manga-artist!!!

I can now finish my manga, "summer fling".
I really think the title is kinda suiting right now cause it's summer time..
ehehe..

I really wanted to make a new journal entry cause a lot has happened to me since I made one.

and I've been kinda disturbed cause I've been recieving a lot of journals everyday from various deviant artists...
so I said to myself, "I wanna make one too".. -_-;;

I'm also happy cause, I think we're gonna finally buy a scanner!!! yyeeeeeeppppeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can scan my drawings and post them a lot better!!!
And I can finally use photoshop..
(I don't use photoshop on my posted drawings here cause I still don't have the program for it.. but as soon as we buy a scanner, I'll buy the program along with it.. I still don't know how to use it though.. but i'll try my best!!! )

but all in all, this has been the most relaxing days of my life..
(not having to study and all)

hmm.. that's all..

it's been a hell of a week!!!

exams on every corner, reporting, debate here and there!!

I'm glad it's all finished!!!

but I still have a few things to worry about..
like an upcoming examination in anatomy..

I still have to study, but here I am typing this entry..

Our finals examination is coming and it makes me a bit scared...
'cause there's a lot of stuuf to study!!

I don't know where to start..
(I think I'm going to be crazy!!! 8D)

Here's one more thing,
I have an unfinished manga..
and some of my *ehem* ... fans are very anxious about it..
they all want me to finish it very soon..

but..

It's kinda hard juggling many things at once..

but it's okay..

I'm used to it anyway!!!

I'm still happy about it!!!

I'm really happy
because I know that you wont love me
that lessens my hoping
which ends my hurt feelings

I knew form the beggining
this feeling would be nothing
nothing but pain and sorrow
not like getting hit with cupid's arrow

I guess love would be nice
it's just a matter of rolling your dice
in this game that I can't handle
where everything is a gamble

no matter how I try
I will always be hurt inside
but dont worry about me
I'm happy being free

NO!! these aren't tears of sadness!!
but rather, tears of happiness
never mind me
I'm happy as long as you're happy...